a positive one

I cant ever understand why School is such a hardship. More so how to get to where you want to go.
I am talking about how difficult it is just to get anywhere in the School world.

So I used to go to this college and I am suppose to graduate with a bachelor degree this May. On my birthday no less. But I stopped trying last year. Plus I was not sure that I wanted to continue studying psychology. What with all the difficulty I was having with the professors and my shyness to ask questions and all, I was not really excited about school anymore.

Then I move to New York and I have this goal to go back in a year, all gravy, just pick up where you left off. NO.

Not that easy. I have this one class I need to take over and instead of just starting off where I left off, I need to reapply and then pay out of state Tuition!!! That's $6000 more than instate! all for one class too!

But with some crazy whim I had the courage to keep on it and pass through my shyness and I got it all figured out. Take a Class here and then transfer that credit over and complete my associates degree! woohoo!!!

So I am pondering on what I should take. I wish I knew what I want to do in my life. How hard is that really?

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